I
I don’t have a name, you see. Names give people person, And I am a person, but not One solid enough for man to touch. - I drink joyously of the overflowing, And I have no thought for the morrow, Save that perhaps I will regret this, And I do not care. I look And see her person, and she is flesh. I have no reason else. I see, I Want, I find another person, Another one I can touch, one who has No more definition than I, Denotation without connotation, Boundless because bounds Would make I into a me. - I say this in the singular, And words are meaningless, So I do not sin, but I lie nonetheless, Or do I? I am a Cretan, for I’s every word is false. - I have my eyes burn, For I have nothing else for Them to do. They are I, And I sit here. I could be Doing. But I am not. This I in-pleasures, not enjoys. Flick, flick, flick, I wanted to do something, So I stood-sat-stared, And stopped. - I am all that exists, For I have no border, And that which has no end Encompasses all. I Am therefore small. I cannot be all, But I do not know what of all Is not I. I Have no me to judge it. - I am doing, ever-doing. Doing, boing, boing. These words mean all the same. I do, for I desire Satisfaction. I’s body, Fed. No me to Have a soul. - I wrote Haiku and sonnet. Both rang. True. False. I divided By zero, and answered, Seventeen. - I. I. Outside I-self. I. I hurt myself. I cared not If I cried. I…. Don’t. I’s body Needed. Moderation, virtue, Pain for future I. No me here. If some part of I, Felt pain, Maybe it was I. - I am a person. They tell I This. I might, if I knew What words mean, Believe. Have they a me? Am I they or they me? People are I, and Persons…. Need a me. - I hear what sounds Like borders. Something That is, and something That is not. I Am neither. Not, Is, divide by zero, Apple. Do they have borders? I hear them laugh, And I think, That laughter is from A me. - I… I… I… You. Not you. The You next to you. Above, inside. Exterior, bordered. Drawing edges. I, bordered. Me? - No. - You, not me, You. This is a border with Truth. Good-bye (Hello)
Notes
The poem is mean to be read stop-start, herk-and-jerk.
The key to understanding this poem lies in distinguishing between ‘I’ and ‘me’.
This poem was inspired by post-modernism, a lot of stuff I’ve read or thought, and the author of Ecclesiastes who said in truth that all under the sun is vain in light of eternity (paraphrase mine).